Experience To Remember #6

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“Lara, I am getting married next month.”
He said quietly.
She took a sip of the juice in the bottle she held and pretended she had not heard what he said. He touched her lightly and repeated:
“I’m getting married next month.”
“Congrats Jerry!” She said with a big smile. He sighed, knowing how fake the smile was.
She knew this was bound to happen. After all he was older than her and it would be ridiculous thinking he would eventually end up one day with her. She had been the one crushing on him at first and she could recollect the first quirky conversation between them. She had mumbled a hi and he smiled at her, launching her heart into space. Weeks later, she had stopped by his place to say hi. His two bedroom apartment reflected his bachelorhood. The first kiss was tantalizing she had to admit. Unlike her first boyfriend’s. However, they didn’t go further. He had seen her off and she replayed the memory in her head over and over. Their conversation had taken a new light after that kiss.

And after the happening weeks ago that had shaken her, she felt hollow now.
“I’m sorry.”
“What are you sorry for?”
“I didn’t intend for this. For us to happen.”
“Neither did I.” She retorted drily.
He brought out a brightly coloured invitation card and handed it to her. She collected it.
“Anita hooks Jerry.” The card read with other details of the event.
She knew the Anita, a dark skinned girl she had seen her picture on his phone. He had said she was just a friend. She smiled now and stood up.
“Are you leaving?” He asked.
“There’s nothing else to say.”
She adjusted her top and threw the bottle of her juice in the dustbin nearby.
“Jerry, what were you thinking?” She asked and walked away, tears gathering in her eyes.
When she got home, she ignored her mother who sat in the sitting room laughing at a movie she was watching on Africa Magic. She walked into her room and sat on the bed. She had cried on her way home, ignoring people who stared at her.

Omolara you’ve been such a stupid girl.
She got up and went into her father’s room. His side table had a drawer in which he kept all his medicine. Many times she had come to get one or the other drug for him. She reached now for the sleeping pills he seldom used. Just a quarter of the pills had been used.
She went back to her room and laid on the bed, swallowing pill after pill.

To be continued.

Flash Fiction

‘Come with me.’
She said and held out her hand.
I took it and she dragged me with her into the water and I drowned. Woke up covered in the sweat of her who looked so much like me.

I would stay awake shivering in bed. Listening to father panting in the next room from exerting his palms on mother.
Years later, mother talked about her who she lost to father’s beating. My twin. That night, the nightmare stopped.

©Ajibike Oyindamola

Experience To Remember #5

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The bright light filtered through his eyes as he opened them.
‘What happened? Where am I?’ He asked.
‘Thank God you’re awake.’
Zainab hugged him, she had been crying. He groaned and she drew back.
‘I have been worried sick. You’ve been out for over two hours.’
‘But the gun… The the bullet they shot.’ He stuttered.
He pulled the blanket covering him and looked at the hospital gown. He tugged at the part covering his chest.
‘What’s wrong?’ She asked.
‘Those guys that came. That came in the night. They.. they shot me.’
She looked puzzled.
‘Which guys? It must have been a dream. I’ve been by your side since yesterday that you passed out after your asthma attack. I’m sorry I couldn’t get you your inhaler in time. You passed out. You can’t remember? I have told you several times. You shouldn’t smoke with your health condition.’
He touched his head and murmured ‘Thank God.’
‘Are you okay?’
He sighed and looked away.
‘Zainab, there’s something you should know.’
She moved her chair closer to him.
‘Not only do I smoke weed, I also sell and ….’
‘You sell weed really?!’ She exclaimed.
‘Kay why?’
‘I’m sorry Zay. I’m so sorry but I am a cultist too.’
Zainab stood up and walked up and down the room.
‘I can’t believe this. After all this while of dating that I thought I knew you and you were keeping this secret from me!’
He painfully got out of bed and walked towards her, muttering ‘Sorry’ all along.
‘Stay back!’ She shouted.
Things began to fit in in her head. Happenings that he had given odd explanations for. Her stumbling on him smoking for the first time. His promises to change and now this?
She turned around and walked out of the room.

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‘Jerry!’ Lara gasped.
‘What are you doing here?’
She caught the faint smell of his cologne. The same one that he always left on her clothes when he hugged her. He was dressed in a grey T-shirt with jeans and sneakers.
‘Well, since you’ve refused to pick my calls, I had to check if aliens happen to have kidnapped you or something.’
She smiled. Jerry and his corny jokes.
‘So what happened? Really Lara?’
She had not expected this moment and was short of words. How could she describe the hell she had been through over the previous weeks? And the miracle? Lord she was happy!
‘I…I…’ She started.
‘Yes? And can I please come in?’
She shifted to one side of the doorway and he walked in. She shut the door and followed him. He was not exactly a stranger to their house. Her parents were not particularly strict with boys visiting. She sat on the couch and beckoned him to sit too.
‘I’d rather stand.’
He was obviously bothered, as he waited for her answer.
‘I…I.. I had my period after the other day. And I thought I could have been pregnant.’
‘Wow!’ He exclaimed.
‘That would have been something.’
She folded her hands on her legs and exhaled too.
‘I was scared Jerry. I went to the hospital to get tested and I was trembling when I checked the result.’
‘I’m sorry about that. But you should have told me. I mean I didn’t force you to do what we did the other day. We both knew what we were doing and the consequence. If you didn’t want to, I wouldn’t have.’
‘I get. Nobody should have to have sex under force or pressure.’
‘But you having a baby now, that’d be a sight. With big belly and all.’
She burst into laughter and threw a pillow at him. He ducked and picked it up.
‘Pillow fight? Come on!’
‘Not here. We’d turn the sitting room upside down.’ She said with a glint in her eyes like a 5 year old. He came over to her side and hugged her.
‘Oh Lara dear. I love so much that I can’t bear to be away from you. Don’t ever scare me like that again.’
‘I’ll try. Next time I’ll pick the phone, call you immediately and shout ‘You’re gonna be a father!’
‘Next time?’
‘Yes next time.’ She said as she led him to her room.
‘This baby girl has missed you.’
‘Actually, I think it’d be better if we don’t.’
She stopped in her tracks and let go of his hand.
‘Why? What’s wrong?’
‘As much as I love you, I really don’t think we should do this.’
‘Okay?’
‘I should get going.’ He muttered. She walked him to the door and let him out. He kissed her cheek and waved goodbye. She watched him leave and wondered
‘What’s going on?!’

To be continued.

Experience To Remember #4

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‘Zainab wait na.’
‘What now?’ She retorted.
He walked briskly and caught up with her. The wind swayed her dress from side to side and he had to stifle a laughter as it looked quite silly.
‘Babe chill.’
She hissed and rolled her eyes.
‘What now?’
‘How long will you be mad at me?’
‘As long as it takes.’
‘See I told you I was going to change and I have. Really. I haven’t smoked anything in the past three weeks.’
‘And so?’ She hissed again.
He sighed.
‘What else do you want me to do? I’ve texted tons of times. You don’t pick up my calls. I miss you. I miss us and it’s tearing me apart how you’ve been ignoring me.’
‘It’s for your own good Kayode. I don’t understand why you have to smoke. Especially with your condition. My mother said it’s worse for people that suffer from asthma. You could have died from the attack of the other day.’
‘But I did not.’ He protested.
‘What if you had?’ She queried.
‘I wouldn’t have known what to do. You just have to stop!’
He placed his right hand on his chest.
‘Scout’s honour. I’ll never smoke again.’
‘Better.’ She said as she smoothed her hair.
‘So I’m forgiven?’ He asked with a small smile.
‘I guess.’
He exhaled.
‘Thank God!’
Pulling something out of his pocket, he turned to her with a small glint in his eyes.
‘See what I got for you.’
She moved closer.
‘What’s that?’
He pocketed it.
‘You would have to hug me to find out.’
‘Haha smart guy. Show me now or I’m walking away.’
‘Jeez you sure know how to get your way.’
He pulled out the bracelet in his pocket and dangled it before her eyes.
‘Nice.’ She said drily.
‘That’s it. I’m officially heartbroken.’ He said as he clutched his chest.
She chucked lightly and snatched the bracelet from him.

Later that evening, while she was engrossed in a movie she was watching, she didn’t notice as he snuck out.
‘This is the last delivery I’ll be making for him.’
He murmured to the stocky guy in front of him. The other fellow cocked his head to one side and regarded him oddly.
‘Anyhow guy.’
He was back in the room seconds later as Zainab was laughing at a joke one of the actors cracked.
‘Kay this movie is so awesome!’
He smiled as he sat next to her and gathered her in his arms.
‘I told you so.’
She exhaled softly as she rested her head on his chest. He nuzzled her hair and said softly.
‘It’s nice to have you back.’

She heard the hurried knocks before he did.
‘Kayode.’ She called.
‘Hmmm. I’m not one anymore.’ He mumbled.
She poked him with her fingers and adjust the pyjamas short she had on. It was so late. She wondered who could be at the door.
‘Someone’s at the door.’
As he fully became awake and aware of the knocks, he grabbed her.
Ssshh!
‘Wardrobe now. Hide there.’ He whispered. She crept silently to his wardrobe and crouched amidst his shirts. He closed the wardrobe door, leaving an inch for air passage.
Knock! Knock!
‘Who’s there?’ He called out.
‘Tochukwu.’ A voice answered.
‘Only you?’
‘Yes jhur.’
He opened the door and hands pushed him back. He was on the floor before he could say a word. Two guys filed in with Tochukwu. Only one was known to him simply as Typhoon. He was not a nice guy from what he’d heard. Typhoon looked around the room and eyed him.
‘Guy you be fool.’
He began.
‘I was told you want out.’
Kayode remained silent.
‘You want to leave after knowing the dealings of the group, our ins and outs.’
He laughed drily.
‘Well I’m here to help you leave.’ He added as he drew out a pistol from his right pocket.
Kayode made the pleading sign with his hands and began to shiver. Zainab’s heart was in her mouth as she watched the scene before her. She was frozen where she sat and knew she dared not make any noise.
The gun was pointed at Kayode’s chest and the sound of the bullet discharge echoed around the room. He collapsed to the ground. The killer and his men left noiselessly, shutting the door.

Zainab counted to 15 before she left her hiding place.
‘Kayode.’ She whispered at first.
‘Kayode!’ She called louder.
His chest heaved up and down in an abnormal way.
She knelt beside him, confused about what to do. If only my mother was here! She thought.
She held his chin and his lips trembled.
‘Zai…nab.’ He sputtered, blood dripping by the side of his mouth.
‘Don’t talk.’ She said.
The first tear coursed down her face.
‘I’m so…sorry.’
The silence that followed his apology informed her of the worst.

To be continued.

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Experience To Remember #3

Kayode took a drag on the wrapped paper between his lips and slowly inhaled the smoke. The chemical gradually crawled up his bloodstream. He pulled out his notebook and pen. He opened to the last page he’d written on. A piece of poetry he’d named Journey. He had written all but four lines.

Knock! Knock!
‘Who be that?’
‘Zainab. Open na.’
Chai!
He put out the lit wrap, hurried to the bathroom to rinse his mouth and popped a mint gum. He brought out a can of air freshener.
Sprits! Sprits!
‘Hurry na.’
‘I’m coming.’
He pulled on a grey shirt and unlocked the door. Zainab stood there, radiant in a purple gown. She didn’t have a scarf on.
‘Zay baby. How far na?’
She walked in and looked about. She sniffed aloud and wrinkled her nose.
‘Kay you’re still into this weed business?’
‘I didn’t do anything!’
She turned and slapped him on his chest.
‘Don’t lie to me!’
He ran his hand through his hair.
‘Babe things have been tough.’
‘And smoking is supposed to make them easier?’ She queried.
‘I’m sorry. I won’t do it again.’
‘That was the same thing you said just last week and three days ago.’
He had a remorseful look on and she felt sorry for him.
‘I’m trying really hard. Please understand.’
She sighed, dropped her bag and hugged him.
‘I do understand. Old habits die hard but you have to stop.’
He gave a small smile.
‘I’ll stop. Just for you.’
She smiled back at him.
‘Thank you.’
He kissed her forehead and tugged at her braids.
‘How come your hair is uncovered?’
‘Oh that? The weather is quite hot today. I didn’t want to get sweaty.’
‘The style is nice.’
She blushed slightly.
‘Thank you.’
‘I brought you lunch.’
‘Yes!’ He exclaimed.

He did a little dance and she laughed heartily. He pulled her close and twirled her, forcing her to join in the dance. Running out of breath, he started to cough and wheeze.
And then she knew.

To be continued.

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Experience To Remember #2

‘Lead us not into temptation and deliver us from evil.’

As she strolled out of church that Sunday afternoon, the only thing on her teenage mind was the concept of miracles and how they worked. She snickered at her pathetic situation. Following the happening of the other day, she’d become more religious than she had been weeks before. Her conscience knocked on the door of her mind every other minute and she felt weighted down.

As her father drove steadily along the Agidingbi area, she looked out and saw people going about their business. Oblivious to her own issue. The mother with the child on her back. The teenager with the odd style.

She hadn’t seen Jerry in days and neither had she talked to him. He had called a couple of times but she didn’t pick up. She wasn’t actually angry with him. She just didn’t know how to feel. Now she was one of them. One of those supposed non-virgins that couldn’t speak as they liked in public. She was one of those the church frowned on. The impatient ones. The opposite of the ones most mothers wanted their daughters to be.

She drew her scarf tighter over her head as if it’d squeeze out the voices airing her guilt. She’d played the scene of the other day in her mind like a hundred times, in slow motion and super fast too. But there was no wrong detail. Just the disappointment that came with getting the opposite of what she wanted. The tears started to well again and she wondered if the shame would be become public.

“Lara are you crying?”
Her mother asked, turning to look at her from the passenger seat. She looked away and stylishly wiped the tears.
“Something got into my eyes Mum.”
“Wind up the window then.”
“Yes ma.”
“Chai!” Lara exclaimed softly.
Her father had asked if there was anything wrong with her earlier that morning. On a normal day, she would have babbled. But her father expected her to do the right thing. He’d trusted her to. And she had done the opposite of that. She didn’t want him to hate her or scold her. Now she’d have to pay for it. So be it.

Two weeks later as she opened the printed result she got of the pregnancy test from the clinic, her heart threatened to burst out her chest. She gave a small gasp and burst into tears. The letter fell to the ground and she hugged herself.

She was not pregnant after all!

Yes! She believed in miracles. She cried bitterly, her occasion gasping sound sounded odd to her. The feeling was exhilarating. She had no shame to cover.
‘Not yet. Not yet.’ She murmured.
She fell into her bed and hugged her pillow. But so what? So what if she did have sex? So what i she enjoyed it? So what if she was curious enough to explore? So what if it was an experience to remember? So what if God made us with emotions, of course we were meant to feel. So what if miracles do happen? In ways we never expect. So what?

‘Ding dong!’
She wondered who could it be. She got out of bed and opened the door.

There stood Jerry.

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Experience To Remember #1

As she took off her bra and let it fall to the ground, she couldn’t ignore the feeling of emptiness that flowed through her bloodstream. They had lied or so she thought. An hour before she had been at his place, anxious. And all had happened so fast. But now, she felt so empty. She got into the shower and let the cold water run through her skin. She hugged herself and wondered what had she done. Although she didn’t feel bad.

Two hours later, Jerry was yet to call her. Which was odd. She kept checking her phone. Her Whatsapp had messages but from people she didn’t want to talk to. She turned from side to side on her bed. Her stomach was aching slightly and she stood up to go to the kitchen. Her parents were yet to get home. Typical of them, they worked so late and usually leave home so early.

Her artificial dreads swayed from side to side as she walked. She glanced at herself in the mirror. Many called her petite. Her stature was a combination of her father’s and mother’s. But her beauty was out of this world. So was the dimple which adorned her left cheek. She raised her cotton top and placed her hands on her flat stomach. She purred with satisfaction and jiggled her hips. She walked back into the kitchen and spread butter on the slices of bread she found.

Walking back into her room, she bumped her toe against the door and she swore as she let out a little scream.
‘Stupid door!’
Four slices of bread later, the stomach ache didn’t reduce. She drank more water and slipped into her bed.

Waking up the next morning, she felt sticky underneath and knew why she had had the ache the previous day. Her period had arrive! She hurried into the bathroom to clean up and she cleared the stained bedsheets off her bed afterward. As the realization hit her, she held her head in her hands.
‘Ewooo! I don die.’
She began to shake vehemently, trying to calm herself. She ran back to her room, snatching her phone from the bedside table. She opened the browser and typed in question after question into the Google search tab.
‘How pregnancy occurs?’
‘Does sex on the first time lead to pregnancy?’
‘Having sex a day before your period.’
As each one answered her fears, she heard her phone falling to the ground and she burst into tears.

To be continued.

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Just Two Poems

sad-girl-pic-hd Sitting in the leather chair

I wonder for how long

How long this would go on

The time has gone by

The seconds fluttering by

My heart still beats

Months has passed

But it still seems

Like yesterday

I write in dismayal

In bitterness

Because you’re fine

And I am not.

©️ Ajibike Oyindamola

I write of the one who shuns

A stone heart he has

My lover

The one my heart yearns for

His indecisiveness threatened

To tear my heart apart

His beguiling smile

I despise now

Because it brings to remembrance

That which was real long ago

I waited

Waited for him to come to

My lover is coldhearted

He loves me not

Or maybe he did

He shuns me

And so will I.

One of those tales

“Honey, I’m gonna be late. I’m sorry!”
She turned over and checked the time.
10:23pm.
“Alright.” She said.
She stood up and walked to the dining room. She stared at the table on which she had placed all the food she had been busy cooking that afternoon. His favorite. Fried rice and snails. She had fried chicken too. She wasn’t a big fan of snails but then he loved snails and she had to feed him what he loved. She was hungry but thought she’d wait for him to arrive so they could eat together just like the old times, when they were young and in love. Love. She smiled bitterly. It seemed like so long they met and their love story was birthed. Now, they could just stand each other because they had to. He had been staying away from home too often, she noticed. And it was intentional. He couldn’t stand her.

She placed her hands on her stomach, looked down and thought of how it would look with a small bulge. Just a small one that would show the world she was fertile. Her eyes could tell the tale of how much she had cried. And her lips of how much she’d prayed. She wondered why her life was like that. She was the last child in a family of three children and her elder ones all had kids, adorable kids. All she had to herself was a renowned business.

The other day she had tried convincing Patrick to let them have a check up at the hospital but being the stubborn Igbo man, he claimed there was nothing wrong with him. So she went by herself and the tests carried out showed that she was indeed in perfect health. The doctor recommended rest and with an amused look asked if her sex life was fine. This which she affirmed positive.

She left the hospital and drove home in silence. The day after, she had gone to the supermart nearby to shop for her beloved Snickers™ and other provisions. She witnessed a mother spanking her toddler daughter for sneaking cookies into her pockets. Her heart hurt at the sight and she thought of how she would have bought even more of the cookies if it had been her own child. She wheeled her cart to the checkout counter and relapsed into her gloomy mood.
She had told Patrick about the report the doctor gave her and he looked away, muttering “All is well.”

She went back to the couch and laid down again. She brought out her phone and unlocked it. The picture she had selected as her wallpaper always brought smile to her face. The picture was from their wedding, seven years before. Exactly seven years. She hugged her phone to her chest and then thought about how wrong it was. After all phones are radioactive. She stared at the ceiling and then she opened her eyes. She checked the time. It was 12:35am. He was not back yet. She stood up, went to the dining room and scooped some rice for herself on a ceramic plate. This she carried to their bedroom. She sat on the bed and ate while at the same time crying. She went back downstairs and cut a large piece of cake. She took it back to the room, ate and cried. She placed the plates on the rug beside the bed and went to sleep.

She heard the door opening and opened her eyes slowly. He came into the room, his tie loosened and carrying his leather briefcase. She stood up, walked pass him and went into the bathroom. She stood in front of the mirror and brushed. He came into the bathroom and started apologising.
“Anita I’m sorry. I had to work so late. Didn’t finish the office work so I had to stay. I didn’t mean to be absent at our anniversary.”
She brushed on in silence and rinsed her mouth.
“Anita.”
She scooped some water into her palms and began to rinse her face.
“Anita.”
He reached out to touch her.
“Dont touch me!” She screamed at him.
He withdrew his hand.
“But I said I’m sorry.”
“Of course you’re sorry.” She mimicked.
“You’re sorry you missed our anniversary dinner right? I should have known better than to cook all I did. Working late on your own anniversary, who does that? Staying away from home all this while in the name of work. Of course you’re sorry.”
She charged pass him and headed downstairs. He followed her closely.
“Anita I’m really sorry. I’ll make it up to you in any way. I’ll take time off work so as to spend more time with you. Shall we go on a vacation? I’ll sort it out. Let’s go to Sun City.”
She let out a delirious laughter. He watched with confusion.
“Follow me to the hospital you refused. Now you want to go to Sun City.”
He scratched his head and said:
“Fine I’ll follow you to the hospital.”
“Today?”
“Today.”

Later that day, she sat with a victorious look on her face as the doctor informed them that Patrick was impotent.

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Five poems for the week

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Thought I’d post these here because it’s been a while I’ve posted a piece of my poetry. Enjoy! 😀

1.
I would rather be me
Nonconforming and free
I would rather be
More than you can see
I would rather
Would rather be the daughter of my father
I would
And you should
I
At the end of it all
Would stand alone

2.
Like the native drums
Booming loud
Reverberating everywhere
Hit by the hard force
Running through the same course
Booming again and again
Our hearts race
Fueled by the red stream
Which we call our blood
Sustaining our very essence
Like the prancing horse
Steadily our hearts beat
And that’s enough reason
To hope
To love
To live.

3.
Maami
Pray for me
Pray I overcome the trials of this world
Pray these demons I slay with the sword
Maami
The risks that come with being a child
Pray that I’m not wild
Pray for me like there won’t be an end
Love me like a friend
Maami
The world is full of lies!
I see through my innocent eyes
They don’t love us
They love themselves first
But I will love you
With love pure and true
I’ve seen you cry
And I wonder why
Maami
Weak I seem today
But I will bury when you pass away
Till then please stay strong!
Sincerely, the young.

*Maami – mother

4.
Now we are friends
Now we are not
Now you’re a choking thorn
Everything’s wrong

Friends forever
In all weather
I thought
Apart we fought

5.
Dear religion
I won’t let you dictate
How I live my life
Some get so caught up in religion
They lose the essence of happiness
Lose the essence of living
God wants you to be happy
But do not imprison yourself
In the doctrines laid down by the church

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